Sad, uncomfortable night. The kitty is gone and it’s beyond my control. I can’t remember if I posted about what happened with her. But I don’t think her owners are going to let me keep her and short of reporting them (which wouldn’t affect them anyways), I can’t do much.
I’m overly tired and didn’t eat well today so my stomach feels horrible. Also been putting off certain responsibilities for WEEKS, and it’s super fucking important and the more I wait the shittier of a person I am but for some reason I just can’t do it.
No. I could do it. I just don’t want to. And that’s what makes it horrible. I need to grow the fuck up.
I should sleep right now, but the past few days I’ve had horrific nightmares so I guess I’m putting it off. Idk what’s up with me lately.
I’m going to sign up for Bikram again. I get a great student discount and I think that’s the kind of exercise that’s going to benefit me most right now, physically and mentally.
I hate complaining on here but I just needed a place to put this.
One thing that made me happy today was seeing this absolutely HUGE man, I mean HUGE, tattooed man, tough looking in a tank, walking around campus with I’m assuming his daughter, who is the smallest girl I’ve ever seen. Like not just in comparison to him, just in general she was exceptionally tiny for her age. She was maybe three. Wearing all pink, stumble running around, giggling and looking back at him. It was such a cute contrast. It made me really happy.
The end. Goodnight
To be a happy person, one has to drop all comparison. Drop all these stupid ideas of being superior and inferior. You are neither superior nor inferior. You are simply yourself! There exists no one like you, no one with whom you can be compared. Then, suddenly, you are at home.
Fucking white people
Charlie Sheen smokes crack live in a web-chat and they make him the highest paid actor on television.
An 18-year-old black person smokes a blunt and he is unfit to live.
I see you white power.